Sunday, February 18, 2007
hello
hey, don't mind the last blog i wrote; it was just one of my emo sh*t. heehee..
i just updated my friendster account! check it out! haha.. and oooh, if someone could teach me how to put up a non-repeating background in css, i'd really really appreciate it. thanks!
<3 trix
Saturday, February 10, 2007
my home
I miss 'my home' so much. Sometimes i get really really crazy thoughts about leaving school behind and doing my thing. I know it doesn't sound right. I just hope I will get a way to go back to what I love doing. Can I risk something important to get another thing that I have been longing for the past few years? *sigh*
I guess you don't know what I'm talking about, but if you really know me, you'd get a hint. It'll all make sense afterwards.
I envy my idol. She's so successful now. I guess it's either I wait another twenty years for an opportunity to pop in front of me or just give up on a dream I've had since I was a young girl. :'( tear*
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
pink*
yes, i still haven't gotten over the color. i just loooooveeee pink :P and speaking of which, here's the perfect photo:
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Laziness just won over my better half again. right now, im supposed to be re-writing my notes ('cause i lost my notebook, isn't that exciting!), studying calculus, starting my physics homework for friday, and researching for speech class; but guess what? im here in front of the computer, surfing the net and typing away.
Monday, December 04, 2006
early bird
im home :)
what could be better than this? now i see the real beauty of city living. all i have to do now is sit back, relax, and watch time pass by.. cheese*
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
time to blog again...
i'm currently in school right now; i'm in class, well, supposed to be. don't get me wrong. i'm not cutting. it's just that our professor is in the other class, teaching there... sweet. he told us earlier that we were already running late on the topics, and for pete's sake, this is already the second-to-the-last week before our finals.
anyway, im happy today! i've been through a lot of stress this week, and despite the danger of me failing my last calculus test, i decided to cheer up. just this morning, i felt really stressed out, that my stomach hurt so badly. i knew then that i had a bad case of hyper acidity. so, to break away from all the 'toxins' that several events have brought us, we girls (and mark) decided to go to robinson's place and eat there, plus have fun at the arcade. we enjoyed the 'once-in-a-lifetime' trip.. haha
finals week is fast approaching... wish me luck!!!
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
A Tribute to My "Lolo"
This may be a little late to write about, but I still want to pursue with it since now is the only chance I got since I last month because of the many things that took place.
I was deeply saddened by the news that reached me about Bro. Rafe. In fact, when I got the text message about the whole thing, I could not help but stare at the message while I resisted believing the story. The last time I saw him was in DLSU, near our Animo Canteen, and I was so excited to tell my parents about it, not knowing it would be the last time I would meet him. I still remember the way he smiled and greeted me when I approached him to let him know that I still belonged to La Salle. He held my hand and talked a little about how he has been, while looking at me with his cheery eyes. Honestly, the same scene stuck to my mind since that day and now that he’s gone, pictures of that incident never fail to flash back whenever I pass by the area where we chatted.
He was my grandfather way back in La Salle Lipa, because he pretty much reminded me of my own, especially when he talks and smiles. The smile he had every time he passes by my classroom when I was in grade school never failed to manifest his love for children and his care for each one of us as he asked how we have done so far with our schooling.
We went to his wake a day after my birthday. As I peeked into his coffin and saw his portrait beside it, I had a really hard time fighting back my tears. I still couldn’t believe he was gone. He was so strong and he didn’t seem to have any complications, then all of a sudden, he was returned to shore bloated and lifeless. I was very upset about how they wrote about him in the news. NO, he did not die because he swam. In fact, when the brothers got there, they all agreed that they would not because of the recent news that two guys drowned in the area. He only walked along the shore, but due to the strong undercurrent, he was taken into the sea (this is first hand information from Bro. Mawel) I CANNOT ACCEPT THEIR ASSUMPTIONS THAT HE SWAM because nobody in the right mind would even attempt to do so especially when rough tide is very visible. A person as bright as Brother Rafe will not ever do that.
Finally, I have learned to accept it. God must have had a reason to take him. The sea claimed just like that. The only thing I wish now is for him to be happy wherever he is. We cannot turn back time, and neither can we defy God’s plans for us. He was such a good man, a very loving man, and I will forever remember him that way. He never failed to touch hundreds of lives; maybe he has already fulfilled his mission, and deserved to rest happily in his laurels with God.
Goodbye, Brother. I will miss you so much
Monday, October 30, 2006
hellooooo :)
.: sorry for notblogging for almost two months.. :D well, my blog's still under construction again, but i hope you're all liking the looks of it now :P :. <3<3<3 trixie
trixie . trix . ixie . pink . la salle . 
